第1 章 Candy In my memory’s sketch of early childhood, drawn by an artist of the impressionist school, there is one image that stands out above the rest— which when called forth is preceded by the mouth-watering aroma of pancake syrup warming in a skillet and the crackling, bubbling sounds of the syrup transforming magically into homemade pull candy. Then she comes into view, the real, real pretty woman who stands at the stove, making this magic just for me. Or at least, that’s how it feels to a boy of three years old. There is another wonderful smell that accompanies her presence as she turns, smiling right in my direction, as she steps closer to where I stand in the middle of the kitchen— waiting eagerly next to my sister, seven-year-old Ophelia, and two of the other children, Rufus and Pookie, who live in this house. As she slips the cooling candy off the wooden spoon, pulling and breaking it into pieces that she brings and places in my outstretched hand, as she watches me happily gobbling up the tasty sweetness, her wonderful fragrance is there again. Not perfume or anything floral or spicy— it’s just a clean, warm, good smell that wraps around me like a Superman cape, making me feel strong, special, and loved— even if I don’t have words for those concepts yet. Though I don’t know who she is, I sense a familiarity about her, not only because she has come before and made candy in this same fashion, but also because of how she looks at me— like she’s talking to me from her eyes, saying, You remember me, don’t you? At this point in childhood, and for most of the first five years of my life, the map of my world was broken strictly into two territories—...
